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| This week I've only worn Will's shirts and pajamas. Aka I've only worn sleeping clothes. I thought about what would happen if I had really brave friends (They'd be in one of those anti-scary virus suits you see in the movies. Those ones that only government people are allowed to have) who decided to visit me and what they would think if they saw me now.
SICKNESS CAN BE SO BORING.
There is legit, nothing to do in my house. I used to fantasize about doing nothing when I had four papers due all in the same week, but doing nothing is no fun. So I watched TV all day, right? And I haven't done this since I was like, in 7th grade, but even then I didn't watch TV that often anymore. A few things I noticed:
1. Nickelodeon now sucks. I miss As Told By Ginger and the Rugrats and all that good stuff.
2. You know when your family decides to subscribe only to HBO and Cinemax? Or Starz and SHO? Or whatever combination of those 4? And then you're looking for a good movie to watch and the movie you really wanna see is on that channel your mom decided not to get? Yes.
3. I have like, 99999 channels or something, but everything is bad.
So, I watched a bunch of people try to find Atlantis on National Geographic or something. Interesting stuff. And they believe that Atlantis = Minoans. So they dive around where they think the ruins are and they see these bunches of coral in an otherwise flat, sandy sea floor. So they're thinking, "Hey...these are so random. And the coral is on rock." And then you see these lines they draw on top of their footage to show how these rocks have right angles, and therefore, probably were buildings 10,000 years ago or something. And I'm just not seeing it. I mean, those rocks are CLEARLY circular. And yet they draw all these vertical and horizontal lines and gasp and say "Wow, that definitely might be something".
Sometimes I watch these shows and get all excited because their titled "Secrets of the blah blah blah REVEALED" and I go, YUSS, because I'm a total history geek and I love that stuff. And then they end the show with a huge maybe. And it just bothers me. So then I think that maybe someday, I'll be able to answer that for sure. But then I get scared that someone probably would have answered that by the time I graduate.
AND what if I run out of ruins to find? What if I'm a sucky archaeologist? What if I make no money and live off really bad food, which would be horrible because I'm real picky about what I eat, and live in a box?
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| Stupid Stupid Stupid. College. Honestly. Career center visits always depress me. "Well unless you have done anything outstanding outside of school...". I mean, outstanding is relative, right? What's outstanding to her might not be so outstanding to anyone else. And what's with the whole "Don't compare yourself! You're unique!" thing being totally contradicted? You basically go into the career center, and all they do is compare your GPA and SAT scores with other people. How can I not compare? But Aaron came home today! And I totally didn't notice that he was there for about 3 minutes. Then I attacked him. I didn't realize how wet he was, and it was a bit disgusting. Also his facial hair has surpassed my comfort level. He seriously needs to shave. I love italicized Georgia.
<3 Rachelle | | |
| Act your age: Sometimes.
Born on what day of the week: Do not know.
Chore you hate: Shoveling when it snows a lot. Dad's name: Mark.
Essentail make-up item: EYELINER <3 Favorite actors/actresses: Johnny Depp
Gold or sliver: Silver
Hometown: Philippines/Newton
Instruments you play: Piano
Job title: Student
Kids: Future: Travis and Valerie
Living arrangements: Mater, Pater, Soror
Mom's name: Leah Number of socks you own: Tons. Overnight hospital stays: 0.
Phobia: The dark, insects, heights,snakes, rollercoasters, the unknown and unpredictable.
Quote you like: 20 years asleep before you sleep forever Religious affiliation: Undecided. Leaning towards Christianity. Siblings: Sister: 1, Half sister: 1, Half Brother: 1, Step-Brother: 1
Time you woke up today: 6:00 AM
Unusual habits: I play with my earlobes.
Vicious thing you've done: Ripped up my sister's comics.
Worst habit: Procrastination X-rays you've had: Like, 3
Your favorite season: Anything but Summer.
Zodiac sign: Aries
You
What is your full name: Rachelle Anne Garcia Jereza
Spell your first name backwards: Ellechar
Date of birth: 3/21
Male or female: Female
Astrological sign: Aries. I swear I've said that like 3 times XD
Nicknames: Rachelle, Rach, Anne, An-An, Puggy, Ms. Bear. (laaaaame)
Occupation: Student (For the second time)
Height: 5'1 1/4 Weight: 117
Hair color: Super dark brown.
Eye color: Dark brown
Where were you born: Philippines
Where do you reside now: Newton
Age: 17
Screen names: rawrrrshell
E-mail addy: rachelle.jereza@yahoo.com
What does your screen name stand for: My name.First name.
What is your greatestjournal name: Noneee.
What does your greatestjournal name stand for: Noooone
Pets: Will Zhang.
Number of candles you blew out on your last birthday cake: 2.
Piercings: 3.
Tattoo's: 0
Shoe size: 6 1/2 - 7
Righty or lefty: Righty
Wearing: Will's blue aeropastale shirt that says "what's your name again?" and shorts.
Hearing: Fan and phone.
Feeling: Excited.
Eating/drinking: None.
Guys/Girls/Love/Kissing/And Other Stuff
Have you ever been in love: Yes.
How many people have you said I love you too: A lot of people.
How many people have you been in REAL love with: Will Zhang?
How many people have you kissed: 4.
Have you ever kissed someone of the same sex: Nopee.
How many people have you dated: 4.
What do you look for in a guy/girl: Clumsiness, Forgetfulness, Super long patience, Cute(ness?), Kindness, Coldness.
What's the first thing you notice about the opposite sex: Face.
What type of guy/girl do you usually go for: No idea.
Do you have a crush right now: More than that ;D
If so who is it: WZhang.
Do you believe in love at first sight: Nope.
Do you remember your first love: Sure.
Who is the first person you kissed: HAHAHAH
Do you believe in fate: Mhm. Maybe.
Do you believe in soul mates: Maybe.
If so do you believe you'll ever find yours: Maybe.
Music Stuff
What song do you swear was written about you or your life: Take a Picture - Filter (and Drive - Incubus)
What's the most embarrassing cd you own: Michelle Branch!
What's the best cd you own: Set Yourself on Fire - Stars
What song do you absolutely hate: Don't Stop Believin' - Journey
Do you sing in the shower: On weekends :D
What song reminds you of that special someone: Sleep Tonight - Stars
Okay, I Name An Artist And You Give A Lyric From Any One Of Their Songs!
Pink: IDKKK.
Aerosmith: IDKKKK.
Madonna: Like a virgin..
Korn: IDKKK.
Backstreet Boys: I want it that way.
The Beatles: Because the world is round, it turns me on.
Sublime: I don't practice Santeria!
J.Lo: IDKKK
*Nsync: Byebyebye.
Limp Bizkit: IDKKK
Stacie Orrico: IDKKK.
Creed: Like sand on my feet, the smell of sweet perfume.
Britany Spears: With the taste of your lips.
Good Charlotte: IDKKKK.
Christina Aguilera: Hey boy don't you know? I've got something going on.
Eminem: Please stand up please stand up
Kelly Clarkson: For a moment like this!
Kelly Osbourne: IDKKK
Mandy Moore: There's a song that's inside of my soul
Eve: IDKKK
Aaliyah: IDKK
Nelly: No matter what I do (oh!)
Alicia Keys: Lay your head on my pillow.
Incubus: Would you choose water over wine? Hold the wheel and drive.
Favorites
Color: Green, Purple.
Food: Depends.
Song: at the moment? Time Can Never Kill the True Heart - Stars
Show: Sex and The City
School subject: English, Latin
Band/singer/artist: Stars.
Animal: Bears, Ducks, Hippos <3
Outfit: None?
Movie: None right now.
Pair of shoes: Black sandals.
Cartoon: None.
Actor: Johnny.
Actress: None.
Potato chip: No favorite.
Drink: Iced Black Tea.
Soda: Ginger Ale
Holiday: Christmas
Perfume/cologne: Noneee.
Pizza topping: I HATE PIZZA ><
Jello flavor: Red.
Lunch meat: Roast Beef
Card Game: President
Video game: Nancy Drew!
Website: www.facebook.com
Book: Tons.
Computer game: Nancy Drew
Number: 26.
Cereal: Rice Krispies
Comedian: Idkkk.
Dessert: JP Licks Oreo Soft Yogurt with rainbow sprinkles.
Disney character: Aladdin.
Clothing store: Urban Outfitters.
Past time: Stuff.
Teacher: Mr. Mitchell, RIP <3
Childhood toy: Idkkk.
Carnival game/ride: None?
Candy bar: Kit Kat.
Magazine: None.
Salad dressing: Balsamic Vinegar.
Thing to do on the weekend: Friends.
Hot drink: Tea
Season: Winter.
Sport to watch: Baseball.
Person to talk to online: Will, Sofia, Pooj, Joella, Aaron, Paul, Jon
Your Bedroom/Sleeping Habits
What color are your sheets: Greeeeen.
What color are your bedroom walls: Creamy yellowishwhitish.
Do you have posters on your wall: Yeah.
If so of what: Hellogoodbye, "Boys suck throw rocks at them!", Sex and the city (but it fell off)
Do you have a tv in your bedroom: Naw.
How many pillows are on your bed: Two.
What do you normally sleep in: Will's shirts, boxers.
Describe your favorite pair of pajamas: Air freshener pajamas.
What size bed do you have: Twin.
Do you have a waterbed/bunkbed/daybed: Nope
Do you have your own phone line in your bedroom: Nope
Describe the last nightmare you had: 2 nights ago.
Do you sleep with stuffed animals: YES :D
How many people can comfortably sleep comfortably in your bed: One.. XD
Any unusual sleeping positions: Naw.
Do you have to share your bedroom with a sibling: Naw
Do you snore: Naw.
How about drool: Naw.
Do you have an alarm clock in your room: Nope.
What color is the carpet in your room: Green, brown, white
What's under your bed: Dust.
This or that
loser/wannabe: Loser.
Doughnuts/bagels: Bagels
Day/night: Day.Night LD
Wicked witch of the east/wicked witch of the west: West
Heaven/hell: Heaven
Make love/have sex: Love
Coffee/tea: Tea
Hamburgers/hotdogs: Hamburger
Rap/rock: Rock
Britney/Christina: Christina
Swiss cheese/american cheese: American
Real World/Road Rules: Real World
Backstreet Boys/*Nsync: Backstreet.
Silver/gold: Silver
Nike/Adidas: Nike
McDonalds/Taco Bell: McDonalds
Sweet/sour: Depends.
Punk/emo: Punk
Hot/cold: Cold
Winter/summer: Winter
Spring/fall: Fall
Operas/plays: Plays
Read/watch tv: Watch TV
Cd's/tapes: CD's
Dvd's/vhs: DVD's
Old/new: New
Shorts/skirts: Depends :D
Pink/red: Red
Colored pictures/black and white photos: Colored
Meat/vegetables:Meat
Mexican food/chinese food: Depends on the mood
Commercials/infomercials: Commercials
Scary movies/comedies: Comedies
Dogs/cats: Doggggggs.
Water/land: Land
Sugar/spice: Sugar
Black/white: White
Chicken/beef: Chicken
Colored christmas lights/regular white christmas lights: white
Cars/trucks: Cars
Austin Powers/James Bond: Austin Powers
Popcorn/pretzels: Pretzels
Picture frames/photo albums: Frames.
Pens/pencils: Pencils
What Is Your Opinion Of The Following
Eminem: Interesting...?
Virgins: Great.
God: Cool.
The Osbournes: Lawl.
Reality TV: HILARIOUS.
J.Lo: She has a big butt...
Religion: Annoying.
Emo music: Ehhh.
Valentine's Day: :D :D :D :D
Christina Aguilera's comeback: SO TALENTED
Homosexuals: Cool.
Abortion: Depends on the circumstance.
Inter-racial relationships: Awesome.
Murder: Bad
Death: Bad and good.
Obesity: Bad
Pre-marital sex: Whatever
Terrorism: Horrible.
Pornography: Lawl.
Fortune Tellers: Fun.
Threesomes: ><
Prostitution: no thanks.
Politics: Complicated
Country music: No thanks.
George W. Bush: He's actually a nice guy.
Cloning: Okay.
Britney's boobs: Okay then?
Gas prices in America: Fine right now.
What Do You Think Of When You Hear These Common Names?...
Jack: HANNAH
Tiffany: Chen?
Ben: Miller.
Maria: Mary.
Jennifer: Jen Uang.
Nicole: I love that name!
Amy: Lee.
Adam: Carpenter.
Richard: My dad's warehouse manager.
Arnold: Hey Arnold!
Tom: Poor katie.
Melissa: LO
Charlotte: Curly hair.
Harold: An uncle
John: The disciple?
Joel: HAHAHAH.
Vanessa: Sakura.
Michelle: Ng.
Kevin: Wang
Brent: Ponds.
Jake: Black hair.
Billy: Pearson
Sarah: Jewish people.
Natalie: Mayonte
Christy: My uncle's high school gf?
Nick: Tran
Linda: Bard
Taylor: Swift. ew.
Jordan: Ascher
Jamie: Moore.
Adrian: Philippines/
Have You Ever....
Mooned anyone: Nah.
Been on a diet: Naw.
Been to a foreign country: Yes
Broken a bone: No
Swallowed a tooth/cap/filling: Naw
Swear at a teacher: Naw
Talked to an gj member via emails or instant messages: No?
Got in a fight:Yeah.
Dated a teacher: No
Laughed so hard you peed your pants: Naw.
Thought about killing your enemy: A bit.
Gone skinny dipping: Mhmm.
Met another gj member in the flesh: ?
Told a little white lie: Yes
Told a secret you swore not to tell: yeah!
Stolen anything: Yes
Misused a swear word and it sounded absolutely stupid: yeah!
Been on TV: yeah!
Been on the radio: Yes.
Been in a mosh pit: Yes.
Been to a concert: Yes.
Dated one of your best friends: Yeah :D
Loved someone so much it makes you cry: Yeah.... ><
Deceived somebody close to you: Yeah
Broken the law: No.
Been to a rodeo: Naw
Been on a talk show: Naw
Been on a game show: Naw
Been on an airplane: Yeah
Got to ride on a firetruck: Nope
Came close to dying: Nope
Cheated on a bf/gf: nah
Gave someone a piggy back ride: Yeah
Terrorized a babysitter: no
Made a mud pie: Yeah!
Had a dream that you're falling off a cliff: YESasfjadfs.
Snuck out of the house at night: Nah.
Been so drunk you don't remember your name: Nah.
Had an eating disorder: Nah
Felt like you didn't belong: Yess.
Felt like the 3rd wheel: Rarely.
Smoked: No
Done drugs: No
Been arrested: No
Had your tonsils removed: No
Gone to camp: Nope.
Won a bet: Yes
Written a love letter: Yes
Gone out of your way to be with the one you love: Yeah
Written a love poem: Yeah ><
Kissed in the rain: Yes XD
Slow danced with someone you love: Mhm.
Participated in an orgy: HAHHA. No.
Faked an orgasm: No.
Stolen a kiss: Yes
Asked a friend for relationship advice: yeah!
Had a friend steal your bf/gf: nope
Watched the sunset/rise with someone you love: Naw.
Gotten a speeding ticket: Nope
Done jail time: nope
Had to wear a uniform to work: Yes
Won a trophy: nope
Thrown up in public: nope
Bowled a perfect game: nope
Failed/got held back: nope
Got perfect attendance in grade school: yep
Roasted pumpkin seeds: No
Taken ballet/karate lessons: Ballet
Attempted suicide: nope
Cut yourself: by accident | | |
| They say you'll end up like your parents someday, and carry some (if not all) their customs and habits.
Well I disagree, but not fully.
I think I'll be a little better.
Although my parents have influenced me quite a bit, I still believe I'll be different from them when I have kids of my own. Whenever my parents do things that I don't agree with or say things that I don't like (and I'm not saying things that directly upset or affect me: Aka not allowing me to be with my friends sometimes), I tend to make a mental note about it and decide that I wouldn't act that way towards my kid(s) in the future.
Example: My parents tend to be really uptight and disapprove of just about everyone I am friends with. If they don't completely disapprove, they find some sort of error and repeat the error a million times till it drives me crazy. This is why I never have people over.
Me: Hey so, I'm hanging out with so and so this afternoon.
Them: Oh wait, I don't know about that. Isn't she kinda dumb? You can do better than a friend like her.
It really pisses me off when they say that.
Actually, they're just plain negative about everything. Don't get me wrong, I am too but I don't use it as a means to make people feel bad about themselves.
I do pretty much all the chores in my house. I get fine grades. I am usually nice and polite, and unlike some kids, I don't answer back.
All I ask for is peace and quiet, but they still find things to ground me for or punish me for.
"Oh look, you left that one cup in the sink. How many times did I tell you that after you use something, you HAVE to clean it?! Huh?! YOU CAN'T GO ON YOUR COMPUTER ALL DAY TOMORROW UNTIL EVERY INCH OF THIS KITCHEN IS CLEAN. YOU ARE SO UNGRATEFUL. I WORK MY ASS OFF EVERYDAY AND I COME HOME AND THE HOUSE IS DIRTY."
This over a fucking cup. And maybe a spoon. Wtf.
They're also really hypocritical about things like that. They yell at me for leaving a cup in the sink, but when they're home, they leave all sorts of crap in the sink for me to clean.
When I become a parent, I'd like to be more lenient on everything. I sure as hell won't take away my kid's lap top for not washing a fucking cup.
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